Saturday, May 17, 2008

Dinner for 2


Cooked dinner tonight for my grandfather and myself.

White rice, fried fish, omelette with bacon and a chicken and mushroom soup.

Will put up the photos later.

Not too bad.

The rice turned out okay. Was afraid it'd be too wet or too dry. Yes. People can screw up white rice even with the rice cooker. Anyway, mine turned out fine - it was just nice.

Used a tad too much oil for the fried fish. I'd stick to my old fave of pan fried salmon next time.

The best dish is of course my omelette with bacon. I'm good with eggs. Steam eggs, egg soup, fried eggs, porridge with salted eggs, etc.

The soup was not too bad. Used canned chicken stock and sliced mushrooms. Dumped in fishballs and crab sticks just before serving. Some real shredded chicken bits would make the soup perfect.

And yes, like my mum always said. Always wash up as you cook. That way, you dun end up with a HUGE pile of stuff to wash at the end of the meal. I hate washing up. I may love cooking. But the thought of washing up always turn me off. However, I'm great at thinking ahead and manage to re-cycle the cutlery and crockery I use to contain my food prep. Hence, less stuff to wash up.

Bought some stuff to cook for tmr... Stir-fry pork with ginger slices, healthy steamed enoki mushrooms and baby carrots, sze-chuan hot and sour soup with tofu pieces.

Friday, May 16, 2008

By my side

When I'm sick,
I just want
Someone
To take care of me.

When I'm sad,
I just want
Someone
To comfort me.

Someone...
Where are you?

Someone
To stay by my side
In good times
And bad

Someone
To love me
Even when we fight
And argue

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Randy Pausch Last Lecture: Achieving Your Childhood Dreams

Carnegie Mellon Professor Randy Pausch, who is dying from pancreatic cancer, gave his last lecture at the university Sept. 18, 2007, before a packed McConomy Auditorium. In his moving talk, "Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams," Pausch talked about his lessons learned and gave advice to students on how to achieve their own career and personal goals. For more, visit www.cmu.edu/randyslecture.

"Journeys" are special University Lectures in which Carnegie Mellon faculty members share their reflections on their journeys -- the everyday actions, decisions, challenges and joys that make a life.

For those of you who aren't familiar with who Dr. Randy Pausch is, the short story goes like this:

He is a happily married man with three very young children. He spent years working for Disney as an Imagineer who helped them develop some of their theme park attractions. He then went on to teach at Carnegie-Mellon University in Pennsylvania where he still is to this day.

Abruptly, his life took a turn for the worse when he got cancer and fought it off after years of treatment. The cancer has since returned and has near-totally corupted several vital organs leaving him with mere months to live.

This video is his shortened speech on how not even death can bring this man down and how the dreams he sought to come true can inspire us all.

Several quotes I really appreciated from his talk:

  • Brick walls are there for a reason: they let us prove how badly we want things. They are not there to keep you out. They keep other people out.

  • When somebody is going to ride you for two hours, that’s because they care enough to make you better. When you’re doing a bad job and nobody points it out to you, that’s when they’ve given up on you.



This video below is a shorter version shown on Oprah which I was first shown during one of my staff meeting. Fate has it that I came across it as I was channel-surfing at home one evening and I got to see the whole show in its context.



This video below is a much longer version. It is the original version that Prof. Pausch gave in Carnegie Mellon University.



So, feel free to pass this video on to anyone you feel takes life for granted or just pass it to someone who loves to live.

Monday, May 12, 2008

A new beginning

Each second
You can be reborn

Every moment
There can be a new beginning

Hope is a gem
A jewel beckoning to us

Let us press on
And dig deep

See the sparkle
Of a new beginning

Saturday, May 10, 2008

To a dear friend

You're lucky - For finding someone who doesn't want anything from you. Who loves you for your self. For being able to spend time, and hopefully the rest of your life, with this other person. So many others, like myself, can only dream of this chance.

Thank you for many things.

Being there. I'm also one of those people who always ask you for help. I'm not sure if I show my appreciation enough. But know that there's nothing (short of giving you my life) that I wouldn't do for you.

Being very insightful and teaching me a lot of things. When we meet up and talk, there are always things I can learn from you. I may not always agree with you, but your views are always synapse-triggering.

I'm concerned about you.

Being a moody person myself, I really hate the constant upheavals of my mood swings. I get affected mentally and physically and I'd hate for you to suffer the same.

Friday, May 09, 2008

Thursday, May 08, 2008

YES YES YES YES YES YES

One of the best days of my life!

Going to sleep now... Continue tmr...

Monday, May 05, 2008

A message to me

I'm in that in-between place right now...

Waiting for results again, picking myself back up from another low point in my mood swings, ...

My way is not one of wet dew and soft grass,
I've picked a mountain path
Strewn with lots of rocks and stones.

But I know that
It goes upwards and forwards,
Towards the clouds, the sun, the stars.

Friday, May 02, 2008

Retail Therapy



Not bad.

6 albums - 50 bucks.

The feeling after listening to good music - priceless.

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Feeling blue



Oh dear, I haven't felt this down for a while. It's probably PMS...

My mind is going crazy and I'm feeling so blue. I hate it but i can't seem to help myself...

Be gentle with me
I may look strong
But I am fragile
For needing you

I need you
To remind me
What I was
What I am

I need you
To love me
What I was
What I am

Be my warmth
I am so cold
My pain in my heart
Like ice through my veins

I need you
To be my light
Guide me away
Guide me back

I need you
Be my courage
Say something
Say nothing

Look in my eyes
See my tears
My doubts
My fears

I need you
To feel you
Your scent
Your flesh

I need you
To hold you
My anchor
My harbour

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Classroom Terror

This article is written by Elena Chong and first published in The Straits Times on Mon, Apr 28, 2008.

A 15-YEAR-OLD student assaulted a teacher who tried to stop him from leaving the classroom without permission.

The juvenile, who cannot be named, pleaded guilty to punching, pushing and holding onto the neck of the 34-year-old teacher at a school in the eastern part of Singapore on Feb 1.

The Juvenile Court heard that at about 11am that day, the juvenile assaulted the teacher who tried to stop him from leaving. The student used his shoulder to hit the victim's chest, and punched him a few times on the chest. When the teacher tried to break free, the boy held onto the victim's neck and pushed him to the wall, causing him to fall.

The teacher lodged a police report after seeking treatment in hospital. The court called for a probation report on May 27. Bail of $8,000 was offered.


Oh dear, I really hate seeing such stories. And they wonder why the turnover rate for teachers is so high. How to be an effective teacher when one fears for his/her life in the classroom?

I have actually felt fear several times before, breaking up a group of boys and girls provoking each other to fight, going up to boys to enforce obvious and god-knows simple discipline (hand up your work, stop sleeping, tuck in shirt, cut your nails, cut your hair...) Yes, all 155 cm of me. Facing growing boys all towering over me. Forget about the boys. Even the girls are a head taller than me!

The month of May

My friend proclaimed on her Facebook that "May will be a great month". This morning, on my way to school, I suddenly realised that yes, I am also looking forward to May.

First and foremost, who wouldn't look for a month which starts with a public holiday? Finally! One day I can finally sleep in and wake up late! *grin* However, that bout of indulgence will be followed with a equally draining bout of spring-cleaning. Must get rid of all the unnecessary printed papers I have in my room. Must also clear up the mess I have been leaving around in the living room as I change my bags every other day.

Next, I should be receiving my replies from King's and Manchester in at most 2 more weeks in mid-May. *fingers crossed*

Thirdly, my parents will be away on a holiday in Sydney, Australia, also in mid-May. I've been planning their airfare, accommodation, itinerary, etc. And, it's great to know that I am able to pay for their holiday! I really hope they enjoy themselves...

Last but not least, I am of course looking forward to my own trip to Kyushu-Okinawa, Japan, in end May. I wouldn't consider it a holiday as I'd be working to take care of the students on the trip. But yes, finally! A non-hardship overseas trip! *laugh*

I'm not so much looking forward to the next event - more half excited, half apprehensive - of scaling Mount Kinabalu in June. And these trips would of course indicate that the school holidays are here again! Cheers!

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Lose Your Hair, Light A Heart!

Hair for Hope 2008 will be back for the 5th time running! Come 6 July 2008 (Sunday), this symbolic hair-shaving event will be held once again at Velocity@Novena Square.

A total of 467 volunteer-shavees, of which 131 were female shavees, have bravely shed their locks in the last 4 years to send the message of hope and love to the cancer-striken children from the Children Cancer's Foundation (CCF).

With the act of each volunteer stepping forward to shave their head, it represents the understanding by an individual of the ordeals which a child with cancer is subjected to.

This project is what CCF have chosen to do in solidarity of children with cancer and in celebration of their courage.


Image from Hair for Hope 2008



Been thinking of shaving my head for this cause since my friend went for it 2 years back. Was almost tempted to join her then but was kinda too vain to really carry it out. In addition, I had just started in my job and wasn't very keen on doing anything to rock the boat. Getting my head shaved would definitely attract a lot of unnecessary and unwanted attention on myself.

But now, having had 2 grandmothers pass away from breast cancer (maternal) and nose and throat cancer (paternal) and an aunt (maternal) recovering from nose cancer, I can understand the fear and worries not just of dying from the disease, but on top of that, losing one's hair. If it's not bad enough looking and feeling lousy from all the medication, restrictive diet, etc. When I was watching "The Bucket List" with my friend, the scenes of Jack Nicholson and Morgan Freeman suffering the after-effects of chemo kinda affected me...

2 years ago, I was very affected when someone close to my heart got diagnosed with cancer. She was a tough nut and suffered through it all without a single complaint. Her cancer is now in remission and I pray that she will have a good long life. She certainly deserves it, and much more.

Anyway, coming back to Hair for Hope 2008. Many push and pull factors telling me to go for it... But one big factor also stopping me... My ego and pride...

So, before I make my decision, help me out by voting on my blog if I should or should not SHAVE MY HEAD in this year's Hair for Hope event. I'd also really appreciate it if you could add in some comments on why I should/should not do so in my tag box.

Thanks!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Shape Run 2008

Just registered for the Shape Run 2008. Still doing the 5 km route. Not up to the 10 km one just yet...

The goodie bag looks as "junk" as last year's - but hoping to make use of this year's spa and gym pass, etc. The sports bag does look better than last year's "Crumpler copy". Not only is it made from some poor quality material, the colour ran! I think the zip also spoiled within a couple of uses.

Shape has a pretty good marketing gimmick by adding only $10 for a 6-month subscription to the magazine. Let's see, paid for last year's run with a 6-month subscription. So, the subscription would have ended in Jan. But, when collecting my timer and runner tag at the Run Fair, I added a year's subscription for a free Dunlop latex foam back pillow. So, that means my subcription would end next Jan. Adding my latest 6-month subscription with this year's Run fees, my subscription would end next July. Perhaps just in time for next year's Run and it's 6-month subscription deal. That's provided I'm back in time for the Run... Wonder if term would have ended by then... *fingers crossed*

Image from Shape Run 2008

Friday, April 25, 2008

Do you agree that...



As we grow older, we lose our creativity.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Are you a gregarious loner?

The article Are you a gregarious loner? was first published in the Sunday Times on 20 April 2008.

The author Lee Siew Hua highlights how journalism is both "a gregarious activity and a solitary pursuit". And how "it's wonderful when we're at peace with both sides of our lives".

This article really made a connection with my soul... Because, quite frequently, I have wondered if I'm schizophrenic.

I love to be social. Anybody who has been to my birthday parties can attest to that. I enjoy being around people, to go to events, to organise events if need be. My job, of course, requires me to be surrounded by lots of people, every day, for hours at end.

On the other hand, I equally crave to be alone. I enjoy my solitary shopping trips into town, my solitary hobbies of reading, knitting, watching TV. And due to the nature of my work, I think I yearn to be alone even more so these days. It's such a luxury to be able to sit in one corner all by yourself, listening to the radio, to zone out and be introspective for a moment...

I have yet to reconcile and make peace with myself that it's fine to be both sides of the same coin. When I'm out on my own and enjoying myself, doubts would start to creep upon me and I'd end up asking my friends out to join me. When I'm out with my friends, I'd feel bored and distracted and wish I was by myself.

I am what I am,
A star among the hundreds;
To bask in the company
Of so many like myself.

I am what I am,
A comet falling past;
To fly away and vanish
From so many like myself.


Image from myOtaku.com: Jaganshi

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Penny for my thoughts...

Due to privacy issues, I decided to delete the links to my students' blogs.

Trying to minimize the amount of enroachment of my work into my private life. Already giving a lot of my waking hours to my work, including the time I'm off from work at nights and on weekends. Not really keen that it should take up so much space in my virtual life too.

3 more weeks before I know the results from King's and Manchester. In 2 minds about the 2 places... London will be a real cool place to live in - but will it prove to be too much of a distraction? As so many people has mentioned, I'm there to get my Master's, not on a extended holiday.

The penny-pinching is beginning to take its toll. I really enjoy the times spent on browsing through shops, picking up items which catch my attention, and trying them on. And the pleasure of knowing that I can now pay for these things with my own hard-earned money...

I was in a slum the past 2-3 weeks. Firstly, the rejection from Imperial did affect me adversely to a certain extent. They rejected me twice now... First for my undergrad studies, now for postgrad studies. Then, as I mentioned, the lack of retail therapy, the work and marking piling up, the need to apply to the other 2 universities...

But feeling much better now. Went out with my friends last weekend for an afternoon of blading and cycling. Exercise really do help with perking up a person's mood. Ran 5 km last Thursday. Looking forward to my run this coming Thursday again.

Last Friday, met up with May on her birthday. Had a quick lunch at Clementi before we had to go our separate ways back to work. Unfortunately, made her a little sad with her house-hunting woes and other pre-wedding worries. Anyway, we did arrange to meet up again this Friday, to see her in her final fitting for one of her evening gowns. Hopefully, I'd get the chance to see her in the gown on her wedding. But it's nice to be part of her preparation process. And perhaps, it's be another chance for her to vent her frustrations, etc...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Mr Right? Check this out

Adapted from image from Mr Right? Check this out



Finally have the time to blog about some articles in the Straits Times some time back.

Firstly, Mr Right? Check this out was an article about creating a checklist and being methodical about love. The article was first published in The Straits Times on Apr 21, 2008.

Like the author, I wonder sometimes if I should adopt a more practical approach to seeking a partner instead of waiting for the lightning (or Cupid) to strike. But, well, unlike the author, I dun really have friends waiting on the sidelines to set me up on blind dates... *grin* In fact, I've, more often than not, asked them to set me up.

When it comes to getting to know people, I've always been one to go with the flow. I've made friends with many guys, but somehow, they don't seem to want to take the next step.

One of my friends attribute this to the fact that I don't appear to be looking for a partner. I'm happy as I am, surrounded with my work, hobbies, shopping and backpacking trips. Yup. I guess I am happy with whom I am and perfectly content when I'm doing all the above by myself.

But I know I'd be happier if I have the opportunity to share these times with a special someone. And I know I can make the special someone happy by sharing his good and bad times. Last but not least, I would definitely like to have a special someone share in my bad times too. To know that there is someone who'd be my listening ear, a shoulder to lean on, a cuddle away...

Happiness that is shared is doubled;
Sadness that is shared is halved.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Afternoon @ ECP

Pretty good weekend...

Met students in the moring for remedial. Had lunch at the coffee shop downstairs and managed to skip the carboh by ordering only meat and tofu from the rice stall. Then gave tuition to my neighbour. Was extremely tired out though.

Think I feel asleep for a while during the tuition session. For unknown reasons, I haven't been been resting well the past weeks. Have been sleeping before midnight and getting at least 5-6 hours of sleep. But just don't feel rested. Still feel tired out everyday...

Anyway, was supposed to meet up with BC but he kenah mobilised last minute. Supposed to also meet up with JW but he also couldn't make it. In the end, met up with JT for dinner. Had another healthy meal of roasted pear salad with brie cheese. Was going to shop at Robinson's when AT msg-ed that he was waiting for me for Novena. Yeah! Stopped myself from shopping and rushed down to Novena. Bought a new cap and a micro towel at Novena. Was very tempted by this $150 tight-fit track pants for suitable for arctic skiing. Think I will get it once I confirmed my Master's. *fingers crossed* Only on my way home did I realised that I wanted to go Novena to shop at the Square2. But totally forgot about it. Well... Another time, perhaps.

Today was the best ever! After tuition, met up with Singyuan, Robin, Caroline and Jason for an afternoon of blading and cycling. Was meant to be a celebration of Jonathan's birthday but he was unfortunately very sick. Huixin was also down with stomachache. So it was only the 5 of us. But we definitely had a lot of fun! See the video of our photos below...




Sigh... Tried couple ways to upload a better version of the video, but to no avail. So, here's the 2nd best way.

Click here to download a slightly better version (9 Mb) of the video.

Click here to download a better version (11 Mb) of the video.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Our Dumb World - Singapore

Explore Our Dumb World by clicking on the Onion pins scattered around the globe to reveal mind-expanding factoids about the lesser, conquerable nations of the Earth. Go back each week to learn more about how little you know.

It's darn funny.

Interesting how many connotations a 'clean' Singapore can have.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Latest News from The Onion

Mead Releases New Grad-School-Ruled Notebook

The Onion

Mead Releases New Grad-School-Ruled Notebook

RICHMOND, VA—Company officials say the new notebooks feature lines 3.55 millimeters apart, making them "infinitely more practical" for postgraduate work than the 7.1 millimeter college-ruled notebooks.

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Authorised to blog while on course

On a course for Creativity through Technology. Starting part was pretty good on creativity and instructor shows what he did with his various classes. He even brought a bunch of daisies for every participant of the workshop which we can bring back home (upload the photo later...)

Then, he started on blogging, photobucket, slide.com, etc... Okies. He's lost me. Been there, done that.

But, the instructor did spark some thoughts in me on how to improve on my lessons and incorporating more creativity. A funny thing is, he talks quite a lot and very fast too. He also keeps on stressing on reflections, but not very structured reflections. Good also lah, allow people to reflect at free will. Sometimes, I feel I guide my students too much...

人善被人欺

Do the kind get bullied?

I believe I have been very patient with my students this year. Is that why they believe they can take advantage of that to bully me? Did they take for granted that what I believed was respect to them as meekness and docility?

An incident happened in school yesterday, along with other unpleasantries associated with my class. Frankly, I don't want to talk about it. It'd just spoil another day of my life. One spoilt day, along with all the others in this year, is more than enough.

Anyway, happened to watch a little bit of a couple of TV dramas last night. Coincidentally, they all showed some sort of bullying or people getting their way by shouting and being assertive. How to be assertive without screaming your head off? When the people on the receiving end disregard the stern warning given without increasing the decibel level in which it is given? (i.e. how to make people listen without shouting at them when simple slow instruction is disregarded?)

It's like the recent article on the judges shouting at the juvenile deliquents passing through their courts. Someone commented that they ought not to shout at them, talk logic with them. Excuse me, but their logic is obviously different from the typical teenager. Otherwise, they wouldn't land themselves in court, would they? Their logic is "no punishment, continue lor". And when they get punish, "huh? What did I do wrong? Why you punish me? I'm always right, ok! What's wrong with YOU?".

Monday, April 07, 2008

Dinner @ Casa d'Jiasong

Sorry it took me a month to do this. Put up the photos ages ago on my Facebook so didn't bother to do anything else. Got a call from Jiasong asking about the photos of our spa get-away (Oct 2007) and decided I should put up a video of the photos for people who dun Facebook...

So, here it is. Enjoy!

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Yummy yummy

I'm never having steak outside liao.

Just prepared and cooked my first steak ever. Yummy yummy! And it was so easy!

Got a pretty decent 250 g 1/2-inch thick slice of sirloin steak from Carrefour on Saturday after remedial at school. Marinated it with a lil bit of salt and plenty of chopped garlic and freshly ground black pepper. The latter result in the black bits you see below. But they dun taste burnt at all - very nice and sweet.

Left it the fridge overnight and cooked it using a frying pan at high heat for dinner. 2 minutes on each side. Yummy! And it only cost me $5.

Friday, April 04, 2008

4/4 Day

To commemorate my class 4/4 '95... What happened today?


  • Netscape Communications founded as Mosaic Communications in 1994.

    • Hey! I was there!

  • Martin Luther King, Jr. is assassinated by James Earl Ray at a motel in Memphis, Tennessee in 1968.

    • I really enjoyed his "I have a dream" speech. In the process of gaining our rightful place, we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred. We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline.

  • Professor C.G. King of the University of Pittsburgh isolated vitamin C after five years of research in 1932.

    • Take some vitamin C today and feel better fast! Suck a lemon!

  • Susanna M. Salter became the first woman mayor in the U.S in 1887. She received $1 for her year as mayor.

    • Guess that $1 was worth a lot of money way back then...

  • City of Los Angeles incorporated in 1850.

    • How can a city be incorporated?

  • April 4 is the 94th day of the year (95th in leap years) in the Gregorian calendar. There are 271 days remaining until the end of the year.

    • What?! So many more days to Christmas still?

Horoscope for today

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Despite your recent difficulties, things will smooth themselves out little by little thanks to a more lenient astral climate. Above all, don't get discouraged; continue fighting for yourself. You'll be carried away by feelings of generosity and magnanimity, and you won't hesitate to show them. An astral benevolence could principally manifest itself in the realm of love; it will satisfy everyone who's looking for a soul mate, just where and when one's hoping for it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Teen Sex - Too much, too young

This is from a documentary series released in mid-2007 on itv2 in the UK about why the number of sexually active children in Britain today is growing, including the dramatic story of a girl who became a mum when she was just 13.


Part 1





Part 2





Part 3


Tuesday, April 01, 2008

So, it's been 5 years already...




张国荣 Leslie Cheung Kwok-Wing (September 12, 1956 – April 1, 2003)

I still remember, 5 years back, thought it was some April Fool's joke when I first heard the news on radio. Then, seeing the news broadcast on TV, I realised he really committed suicide. Oh my, I was really sad... Such a great singer and actor.

Looking through his career history, I never realised he actually came out with his first album and first film even before I was borned. Wow!

Here's a tribute to all his songs and films, many of which have given me much happy times and accompanied me during the unhappy ones.

Discography

  • I Like Dreamin' (白版碟) 1977

  • Day Dreamin' 1977

  • 情人箭 ('Lover's Arrow') 1979

  • 風繼續吹 ('The Wind Blows On') 1983

  • 一片痴 ('Craziness') 1983

  • 張國榮 Leslie (Monica) 1984

  • 夏日精選 - 全賴有你 (Summer Best Collection - All Because of You) 1985

  • 為你鍾情 ('For Your Love Only') 1985

  • 張國榮(迷惑我) Leslie Cheung (Allure me) 1986

  • Stand Up 1986

  • 張國榮 (當年情) ('The Past Love') 1986

  • 愛慕 (國語) ('Admire') 1987

  • Summer Romance'87 1987

  • Hot Summer 1988

  • Virgin Snow 1988

  • Leslie '89 張國榮 (側面) ('Side Face' or 'Profile') 1989

  • Salute'89 1989

  • Final Encounter 1989

  • Dreaming 1990

  • 寵愛 (Beloved) 1995

  • 紅 (Red) 1996

  • FROM NOW ON (single) 1996

  • Printemps 1998

  • 這些年來 (EP) ('All These Years') 1998

  • 陪你倒數 (Count Down With You) 1999

  • Big Heat (大熱) 2000

  • Leslie Untitled (EP) 2000

  • Leslie Forever 2001

  • Crossover 2002

  • 一切隨風 ('Everything Follows the Wind') 2003


Filmography

  • 紅樓春上春 (Erotic Dreams of the Red Chamber) 1978

  • 狗咬狗骨 (Dog eats Dog) 1978

  • 失業生 (On Trial) 1980

  • The Drummer 1980

  • 喝采 (Encore) 1980

  • 沖激21 (Energetic 21) 1982

  • 求愛反斗星 (Crazy Romance) 1982

  • 檸檬可樂 (Teenage Dreamers) 1982

  • 烈火青春 (Nomad) 1982

  • 鼓手 (The Drummer) 1983

  • 楊過與小龍女 (Little Dragon maid) 1983

  • 第一次 (First time) 1983

  • 聖誕快樂 (Merry Christmas) 1984

  • 三文治 (Double Decker) 1984

  • 緣份 (Behind the Yellow Line) 1984

  • 龍鳳智多星 (Intellectual Trio) 1984

  • 為你鐘情 (For Your Heart Only) 1985

  • 偶然 (Last Song in Paris) 1986, 1982?

  • 英雄本色 (A Better Tomorrow) 1986

  • 胭脂扣 (Rouge) 1987

  • 英雄本色 II (A Better Tomorrow II) 1987

  • 倩女幽魂 (A Chinese Ghost Story) 1987

  • 殺之戀 (Fatal love) 1988

  • 新最佳拍檔 (Aces Go Places V: The Terracotta Hit) 1989

  • 倩女幽魂 II:人間道 (A Chinese Ghost Story Part II) 1990

  • 縱橫四海 (Once a Thief) 1991

  • 阿飛正傳 (Days of Being Wild) 1991

  • 豪門夜宴 (Party of a Wealthy Family aka. The Banquet) 1991 - Himself

  • 藍江傳之反飛組風云 (Nam Kong Legend: Anti-Punk Squad) 1992

  • 家有喜事 (All's Well, Ends Well) 1992

  • 霸王別姬 (Farewell My Concubine) 1993

  • 射雕英雄傳之東成西就 (The Eagle Shooting Heroes: Dong Cheng Xi Jiu) 1993

  • 花田喜事 (All's Well, Ends Well Too) 1993

  • 白髮魔女傳 (The Bride with White Hair) 1993

  • 白髮魔女傳 II (The Bride with White Hair 2) 1993

  • 東邪西毒 (Ashes of Time) 1994

  • 錦繡前程 (Long and Winding Road) 1994

  • 記得……香蕉成熟時 II:初戀情人 (Over the Rainbow Under the Skirt) 1994

  • 金枝玉葉 (He's a Woman, She's a Man) 1994

  • 大富之家 (It's a Wonderful Life) 1994

  • 夜半歌聲 (The Phantom Lover) 1995

  • 金玉滿堂 also known as: 滿漢全席 (The Chinese Feast) 1995

  • 風月 (Temptress Moon) 1996

  • Yang Yin: Gender in Chinese Cinema 1996

  • 色情男女 (Viva Erotica) 1996

  • 新上海灘 (Shanghai Grand) 1996

  • 金枝玉葉 II (Who's the Man, Who's the Woman) 1996

  • 大三元 (Tristar) 1996

  • 97家有喜事 (All's Well, Ends Well 1997) 1997

  • 春光乍泄 (Happy Together) 1997

  • 九星報喜 (Ninth Happiness) 1998

  • 紅色戀人 (A Time to Remember) 1998

  • 安娜瑪德蓮娜 (Anna Magdalena) 1998

  • 星月童話 (Moonlight Express) 1999

  • 流星語 (The Kid) 1999

  • 槍王 (Double Tap) 2000

  • 戀戰沖繩 (Okinawa Rendez-vous) 2000

  • 煙飛煙滅 (From Ashes to Ashes) 2000

  • 異度空間 (Inner Senses) 2002



Discography and filmography thanks to Wikipedia.

Friday, March 28, 2008

What a terrible week...

Monday - Cheering Competition

Things went well enough. Class did their cheer. Not too bad. At least everyone got up onto the stage. 5 students went AWOL in class during their first period. Gave them punishment to clean up the stage. One refused to and I had to spend time at the end of the day to "talk" with him. Seriously. You know you're in the wrong. Just do the punishment. Since when is a punishment enjoyable and chosen by the wrong-doer? After the "talk", no time left, had to go for the level meeting. Lasted all the way till the evening. Got a lift from Mr Ho to IMM and bought some bread rolls for dinner before taking the free shuttle bus home. However, was caught in the dreadfully heavy downpour on the walk home.

Tuesday - Fever and sore throat

Prob caught cold from the rain. Alternated feeling very cold and very hot. Argh! Lied in bed the whole day. No energy to do anything but sleep, sleep, sleep... Met up with Jon to discuss CPF Investment. Prepared enough work for 4N to last the term. Yeah! Accomplished at least 1 thing.

Wednesday - Went back to school

My time-table sucks today. 6 full periods back to back. Had to change my medical appointment when I realised I had remedial session this afternoon. Sneezing whole day and was feeling sick again but made myself stick it out. Went for dinner with Alps and got home feeling sicker than ever... Got home, continued sneezing, fell asleep at like 9 pm...

Thursday - I hate being sick!

Whole upper body stiff and aching from muscle flu. Nose very painful from sneezing and "tissue burn". No energy but sleep, sleep, sleep. Again. And no appetite but plain porridge. Told myself to prepare work but end up not doing anything...

Friday - Have to get back to school

Missed many lessons this week from the 2 days of MC. Can't miss another day. Have to stick it out. Sigh... Checked my email and found that I wasn't successful in my application to Imperial. Feeling dreadful now. Sick, tired and disappointed. This is the worst week ever! Still have to last all the way with CCA later. Think I'd try to finish my marking later. Hope I can catch a lift with someone after my CCA. Otherwise, I think I'd grab a cab ride back home.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Rule 1



Bought a number of Richard Templar's Rules books but haven't had the time to read them. Decided i better put my mind to at least one of them when i came across the books during my room spring-cleaning last Saturday.

So here's Rule 1 of being a Rules Player. Keep quiet. For those who know me, it'd be a darn difficult rule for me to follow through. But I'm trying... Ok?

I tend to wanna shout things out loud. As much to hear myself convince myself, and to get the recognition from myself (yes, and others).

So, it's no easy feat to have to keep reminding myself to just get on with it, do things quietly and to go about my daily life happily and smugly without telling anyone anything...

Also, it makes me wonder - the people who listen to me, how many of them are truly interested? Or are they just being polite, while hoping to go about their business soon without any further involvement or commitment on their part?

Are you someone who really wants to know? Or someone who can't wait for me to keep quiet?

Monday, March 24, 2008

Touching show




Was surprisingly touched by the last episode of this Channel 8 drama just now. Hardly watched the local channels after I got cable, let alone local dramas. However, was suddenly very engaged by this rather cliched storyline while I was surfing (laptop and computer are in the living room)...

Thomas Ong, Cavin Soh, Aileen Tan and Michelle Chong star in this short drama on two brothers managing their specialty restaurant Our Rice House and the customers they meet. The whole show comprises of 8 episodes based on different stories in each episode.

Da Fan (Thomas Ong) owns a restaurant called Our Rice Shop, a special restaurant that serves dishes made with rice and up to 500 plates of rice dishes can be served every day. Da Fan's specialty is Egg Fried Rice, a dish that has won many awards at the World Food Award since early 90s. However, he has stopped cooking for years and no one knows the reason behind it.





Tonight's the last episode and reveals the reason behind Da Fan's change. Apparently, his girlfriend - Shiyun - disappeared 7 years ago. 7 years later today, he comes across a lady who looks exactly like his girlfriend. However, she is married with a daughter and is called Emily, not Shiyun. In addition, she is an American-Chinese. So, can there be 2 people on earth who looks so alike? Well, I did mention that the storyline is cliched, didn't I?

Yup. Emily (Shiyun) got into an accident 7 years ago and lost all her memory. Her doctor fell in love with her and told her that he was her boyfriend. Not long after her recovery, they got married.

What was very touching was how the husband asked Da Fan to let Emily (Shiyun) live her new life happily without knowing her past and the latter agreed. Then, the husband made some excuse to allow Da Fan have dinner alone with Emily and her daughter. During the last 5 minutes of the show, Da Fan realised that the young girl is actually his daughter, coz she's 7 years old!

Finally knowing the truth, he was able to get out of his depression and prepare for a change in his life. Hence, the show comes to an end. Probably to await the 2nd season...

Anyway, it was quite a touching show. How many of us have found love, loved, lost love, found love again? As we get older, do we let slip too many opportunities (love or otherwise) because we truly think everybody else will be better off or are we really too scared to try? Would we hold on to this opportunity and try everything to keep it? Would we be able to let go of the past and jump into an unknown? Or are we afraid to take the leap?

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Term 2 Week 1 Day 2

All's well that ends well.

Had a good day yesterday. Tiring. But it ended well with me falling asleep on the floor after watching House...

Oh yes, killed a cockroach (3rd one this month) while I was having my dinner and it completely spoilt my appetite. Think the rainy weather is just flushing out all the creepy-crawlies. Killed the last 2 while I was in the TOILET! Thankfully, I kept my calm both times and trapped the cockroaches into the toilet bowl and flushed them away! *evil laugh*

2nd day in school today. I hate the first few days of the school week - they are very packed days.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Guardian angel



Term 2 starting in less than an hour. Guardian angel, please look after me and my classes...

May we be wise and think before we speak. May we be kind and be more considerate of others. May we grow both mentally and spiritually to be better persons.

Thank you guardian angel, i know it's a lot to ask, but at least give us the strength to do the above... Do, not try.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

See my eyebags



Not bad for such an old bird with only 2 hours' sleep.

Went out with my colleagues last night to celebrate Reena's birthday - she's so young!

Sigh... Time sure passes real quick. Early yesterday morning, bumped into Yap on our way to work. We live 2 blocks apart but has only seen each other around our area twice. His daughter is already 15 months old!

Anyway, back to Reena's birthday celebration, i had a really great time! Will talk more later.

Now, have to get back to the iScience workshop that i've brought my InfoComm kids to.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Thanks for dinner, Sinyuan



Going to sleep liao. Still have a full day ahead tmr. Prob still have to wake up early despite it being the holidays. Was looking forward to recharging myself this week but guess not. Lots to do.

But before i go to sleep, let me thank Sinyuan for the wonderful company and dinner. Think i talked too much again. Do remind me not to talk on Wednesday. If that is even possible. *grin*

Anyway, despite my complaints that the week ahead will still be very busy, I'm very glad i've got at least two dinners with friends planned, an afternoon out with my mum, and a health screening for my mum (finally!). I've been worried about my mum's health ever since her mum passed away from breast cancer and one of her sisters got nose cancer. Now, another of her sisters found something wrong with her blood. So, I'm just glad i finally got her to agree to go for a health screening session with me.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

Hairdresser me!




*grin* Yup! I just cut my own hair.

Ok, so it was only my fringe. But it was all of 2 inches long cut off, all by myself, staring hard into the mirror.

I think i've never looked at my face as intently as the last 15 minutes. Well, not sure how long i took. But i dun think it was too long...

So, there, the next time you see me, do tell me if it's passable or i should let a proper hairdresser do some damage control?

It's the March holidays!

Yippee!

It's finally the March holidays!

A few things I'm quite happy about.

Would like to thank a few students for being very helpful.

(1) Ranjit for clearing the mess at the newspapers and stacking all the newspapers up very neatly. Thank you. The area is now very much cleaner and neater.

(2) Amy for putting all the files into the boxes and taping and labelling all the boxes. However, I'm not sure if you were using your Chinese remedial time to do all these work. It's not appropriate to find excuses to skip your academic work which is way far more important than these tasks, which should be done outside of curriculum time. You are only putting yourself at a disadvantage when you do not allow yourself to do your academic work properly.

(3) The boys in my class who helped to take down all the papers and posters extremely quickly. I just made a short trip 2 doors away to the staff room and viola! All the paper decorations were taken down!

(4) Chellam for being a very responsible and dutiful Mathematics rep for her class. Papers are always collected and kept in her own plastic file before handing up to me, she's always so apologetic when a few of her classmates failed to submit their work on time. And I give so much work to this class I'm quite sorry for her at times to have to collect everything. But it does make my work so much easier and I have such a great time teaching this class.

(5) Leonard Dunn and his 2 classmates for helping me carry all the laptops up to the Art Room yesterday evening. I had to carry 3 laptops, several hard-disks, a bulky tripod stand and other pheripherals up to the Art Room yesterday evening and I was just wondering how I can carry everything up in a single trip when the boys turned up to see Ms Tan. Unluckily for them, I roped them in to help me carry the stuff up. Luckily for me, they helped me willingly.

(6) My faithful 4N1 students - Jialing and Judith - who come every Sat for their Mathematics remedial lessons. Despite the rain and cold last week, they still turned up. No worries, you should get your distinctions in Mathematics in the coming 'N'-levels. Now, I'm more worried about your other subjects. No use scoring well in Mathematics when you're not going to do well in other subjects, say English.

(7) The few students who would smile when they see me and give me a cheerful greeting "Hi, Ms Low!". It's really nice to be fondly thought of instead of being sneered at and given disdainful looks, which is what we teachers get on a regular basis. It's nice to be appreciated for our work in making sure your work gets done, you learn what's required to pass, if not to do well, in your national exams, to care that you pass, if not to do well, in your national exams, to know that you are learning to be a better person, to care that you grow to be a better person... When our efforts are rebuffed or even disregarded as rubbish, I hope you realise that we are only humans too and we also get hurt by your words and actions.

Back to a more cheerful note, I am looking forward to the March holidays! Even though I still have to go back to school on Monday (Number Properties Workshop and work review), Wednesday (Mathematics remedial) and Thursday (CCA excursion). Trying very hard not to go back to school on Tuesday and Friday but I may go back after all. Need to transfer all my stuff from the temporary staff room into the newly done-up one. Looks like it's got plenty of space for me to put all my books and papers. Just need to throw all the other rubbish stuff away... And I've still got LOTS of rubbish stuff at my table, below my table, on my table...

Oh yes, I do hope for more helpful students who will willingly help us transfer our stuff to the new staff room next week. So if you turn out to be one of those students, thank you in advance! *grin*

Monday, March 03, 2008

Cold, tired and sleepy



When is the bus coming? Still have a lot of work to do...

Have to collate the term 1 marks for the various classes, prepare follow-up worksheets for the LMS session, reply slips for my Sec 1 remedial session during the hols, new seating arrangement for the class, holiday assignment, ...

Hm... Can only recall these for the moment.

Yeh, my bus is here!

Term 1 Week 10



"determination to succeed has taken over fear of failure"

This shall be my motto for the next 2 weeks. Shall hang in there and resist sending in the King's application in the hope that I get a favourable reply from IC.

I'm sooooooooooooooo TIRED!!!

Already very tired after the Sec 3 Adventure Camp. Hadn't had time to recuperate.

Then Friday night went out. Slept late and then had to wake up early to go for remedial with my 4N students. It was raining so heavily - perfect weather for sleeping in... But sigh... For my students!!!

Then, it was time to give tuition to my neighbour coz I missed a session due to the Adventure Camp.

After that, was supposed to rush down to Jiasong's place for gathering but thankfully, she asked me not to go down so early - they were still cleaning up their place and getting the food ready.

Wanted to take a short nap but ended up having a quick chat with my mum about my overseas studies options. From the way our conversation was going, my mum was trying to tell me "You have made your decision already but you are just trying to get other people to tell you what you want to do..."

Love talking to my mum. Hm... Love talking. Period.

Think I was like talking too much after I got to Jiasong's place. Back in the habit of talking about myself for too long. Too much. Too often. Must remind myself to refrain. I keep talking about my Master's until I think I also sian already. I've told enough people already. I've made my application. Should stop talking about it until I get my positive reply! So, this will be the final mention of my Master's application! Ok? OK!

P.S. The photo at the top of this entry nice? Didn't know my camera has a panaromic function. Took this from Jiasong's balcony at the gathering. Beautiful right? Would have been even prettier if the sky wasn't as overcast.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Giving thanks for having great colleagues

I'm feeling much better today. Thank you.

Many thanks to @ngel & BL for coming by and giving me your words of encouragement. They (both the 2 gals & their big hearts) are much appreciated and I hope they know that I'm always nearby if they need any help.

Had a wonderful evening out with my colleagues to celebrate @ngel's coming birthday. Some of them insisted on paying me back for their dinner when I invited them out to celebrate my birthday so I actually didn't have to pay for dinner and drinks. I would have insisted on not having them pay but I realised that it makes everyone much happier to let them get their way. Coming from a poor background, I sometimes insist on my own financial independence too much. I remember how Z used to scold me for paying for our meals out, movies, etc until he felt very put off. I guess I'm finally starting to feel confident enough to let people pay for me when they want to. After all, like we all say, we wouldn't suggest/insist on it if we didn't want to. *smile*

On the other hand, sorry, guys, I'm also learning very well to let you pay whenever we go out. However, I hope you don't just take note of the times you had to pay. I also pay for enough dinners and movies. Besides, I think I make for pretty good company, good enough to let you pay for my share. *grin*

Right now, feeling pretty good because of the happy gathering last night. Plus, my 4N1 gals turned up for their Maths remedial yet again despite the heavy rain. Cleared up the paperwork that's been lying around on my table. Got a stack of marking in my bag but decided I can leave that for later. Gonna take a spot of leisure to update my blog after being disconnected from the Internet those 3 days I was with my class during their Sec 3 Adventure Camp. It was surprisingly quite a painful experience to let go of the laptop and its connectivity with the rest of the world. It also brought to mind a very interesting thought - the world really does go round despite what I did or did not do. I am that insignificant in the whole scheme of work so why should I be bothered about small and insignificant things that are beyond my control? Life has a way of turning out the way it wants to.

The screw up with missing a kid during the camp, I guess it'd be a mark-down on my part. But hey, a lesson learnt is a lesson gained. I just have to make sure I don't repeat the same mistake again. Just when I thought my paperwork and admin was ok, it really wasn't that ok. Realised that I should never get complacent and satisfied with things as they are. There are always areas of improvement and things to look out for.

Encountered a number of hiccups in my application to IC but the professors there are so NICE! Submitted my application on the due date, but realised I forgot to attach my aptitude assignment. Emailed the head of the course and was so afraid that the 3 day camp will make me miss their reply. Then my hard work for the application would have been in vain. But I was in time! Because they gave me a 1-week extension for my submission! Wow! Then, oops, another hiccup. You see, the assignment had part (1) and part (2) and I thought it was a 2-choose-1 type of assignment. The email from the head of the course was quite cute - he informed me that I only submitted half the assignment, and apparently it was a very common mistake. However, I had only a day to make the deadline. And thankfully, despite my tiredness from the camp and catching up with my work, I managed to make it in time again!

So, all's left now is to wait 2 weeks. 2 more weeks before I embark on my 2nd application to King's. Have to clear out from the staff room soon. Will write more in my next blog on my conflicting thoughts on the 2 courses at IC and King's.

Meanwhile, cheers! Have a great weekend ahead!

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Screw Up

Darn! I was feeling all happy about the Sec 3 Adventure Camp. Nothing major happened. Enough small incidents. Minor ones which turned out alright in the end.

But darn it! Just realised that I missed out 1 kid during the mess of transferring the kids from the school to the campsite. Got over-reliant on the integrity of my students and got screwed by that trust. 1 kid went off by himself, I assumed he was exempted from the camp and was too engrossed in other admin matters like calling up the absentees, checking the students' bags, passing the confiscated items to the HOD...

Fine. I SCREWED UP. Trusted the students too much. Why do some thing always happen like that just when I give them some leeway? Why do they always have to make me force them to take 2 steps back after I let them go ahead by 1 step?

And it's always only 1 student who makes the whole thing so depressing. 1 student has to the one holding up the edusave fund forms collection, 1 student has to be the one who consistently refuses to bring the money for the special events, 1 student has to be the one who always loses the form for signing... And when they lose the forms, they don't tell me. Wait until I scold them for losing the form, then scold me back because it's not their fault they cannot submit the form when they have lost the form! For goodness sake, you are all of 15 years old! I am not your mother! Definitely not to 40 15-years-old! And if you can't even remember to do small things which is your basic responsibility, don't scold me for nagging you!

Why do I have to the one to be scolded by both you and the teachers overseeing me? Who do I scold? My parents? For bringing me up well enough to be a teacher. Myself? For being trusting, for giving people their 2nd chance, 3rd chance, n-th chance. All for what? A miserable paycheck, 12 hours of constant exercise, no work-life balance and a tight work schedule that allows me to be scolded by so many people on a daily basis?!?!

So yeah, perhaps, I did not screw up. I'm the screw up. For choosing this job.

For obvious reasons, this is not a good day today. So, don't get in my path today. Better not tomorrow either. Cause tomorrow's the day when the finger-pointing and fault-finding starts. Maybe it'd even provide me with a good reason for me to quit. Let me throw in the towel and not feel guilty about it.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Happy happy happy



Very happy to have had lunch with an old friend i haven't seen in a number of years.

She's one of the most capable persons that i know. And definitely very hard to catch up with. She hardly replies to my sms, and emails are usually one-liners. Over the last few years, i thought we had lost touch for good.

So, it was very nice to know that i can talk to her like old times. True, i think i talked a bit too much. But i think she's ok with it. *smile*

I'd love to see her again soon, and let her have her turn to talk about herself. Her service-learning work (didn't know you were doing this too!), her playing golf, what she's gonna do at insead (did i mention how capable she is), ...

So, if you see this, Xin'ai, know that I'm thankful for u taking the time to come out to meet me for lunch, thanks a lot for lunch, and thanks a lot for not changing, for still being very much yourself.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Doodle 4 Google Contest



These drawings on Google's home page are so clever! Apparently, Google's home page will display a different drawing whenever a significant holiday or event is commemorated. Must visit the website more...

Too bad only kids in the U.S have the opportunity to try their hand at incorporating a clever design into the Google logo. The resulting winning doodle will be displayed on Google's home page in May and there are also some exciting prizes. Regardless, you can find out more about the artist behind the famed doodles using the above link.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Cool website

Found this cool website - Comiqs - to create your own comic strip using your own photos and pics.

It is both a web-based comic creator tool and an online publishing platform. It's free and really easy to use too.

So, go on and try it out - with a little creativity and more than a little wit, you can transform your most cherished and most memorable photographs into something fun.

Here's my first try...

Friday, February 15, 2008

Don't think about it. Just do it.




Famous words from Adrian, one of the Adrian and Collin duo from the Amazing Race Asia 2.

Yeah! We won! Singapore won! The various groups from TARA have more or less become representatives of the different countries they come from. Both times, the Singapore teams have been pretty dull - no swearing, no drama, no heated argument and in-bickering. Hence, the amount of air time the Singapore teams have gotten on TARA both times is kinda little.

And wow! Each time, the Adrian and Collin just manages to sneak in and not fall behind. Sometimes, because of the little air time they get, I always thought they have an easy time of it. Which is, of course, not the case.

Anyway, to get to the point, since i'm very tired and it's WAY past my bed-time. I'm very glad I stayed up to watch the finale of TARA 2. Like Marc said, the name of the show is really apt. Nobody knows what will happen. Watching the marathon during the CNY break, I always felt that the Marc and Rovilson duo have been very lucky. They hardly had to waste much time on several trial-and-error road-blocks and challenges and just zoomed past everyone to lead the pack. However, when it came down to it in the end, it was the last time to arrive who took away the US$100 000 prize. All because of Adrian's general knowledge of flags. Of course, he had to remember all the different countries they had visited during TARA and that was no small feat. I would have failed the challenge abysmally.

So, nobody would really know who's the ultimate winner. In life, in work, in any area at all? As long as you're leading the life you want, the life that makes you happy, that allows you to eat well in the day, sleep well at night, who's to say you're not the ultimate winner?

And to be able to have the chance to do whatever i want, whenever i want. With the freedom that i have. Really, I have to count my blessings and be happy with me. And I needed this reminder. I have been in a slump since the CNY break.

Before the CNY break, I was on a high after seeing the place i booked for my bday celebrations. Was disappointed when most of my friends couldn't make it and I had to change the date of the gathering. Got more disappointed when I spent a very "lonely" birthday at home, surfing, isolated... Yeah, I had a good rest but I'm someone who needed to be surrounded by people... Then, was feeling pretty good because i churned out a LOT of worksheets and handouts for my teaching these couple weeks. But in all, a cloud is still hanging over my head over the poor response of my bday celebrations. Yeah, it can't be helped... Feburary is a busy month for all Chinese. And it's not as if you're some big shot. Hey, who on earth organizes his/her own bday bash anyway... *grin*

But seeing Adrian and Collin win the race in their own quiet, unassuming and patient strength, my heart has been strengthened for another leg of my race.

So, thank you, Adrian and Collin. And I'm sure i'm not the only one inspired by your graceful win. I hope there'd be more teams like you in the upcoming TARA 3! Cheers!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Angry at students




Am i too lenient? I'm so angry at 2 of my students.

One of them were supposed to see me at the staff room to cut her nails. She still owe me several hours of dc for long nails. I told her to get her nails cut and i'd call off the last few hours. Great! Give her chance but she still no show...

Another one. I was already angry with him for blatantly lying to me that he has to serve school dc instead of reporting to me for my dc - also for long nails. Similarly, i was going to let him off after another session but what a disappointment when i went to the dc room and he wasn't there. Ok. Gave him another chance today. Asked him to help me carry my stuff to staff room and reminded him not to run off. He did. Another time.

I really dun wan to scream at my students. It's such a shrewish thing to do. And i hate being so disappointed. My mood gets affected and i get angry at everyone else around me. Do they really wan me to not care?

Monday, February 11, 2008

Philips Internet/DECT phone VOIP3211S/90



Not sure if the Skype-enabled phones I mentioned earlier are available in the Singapore market, but know for sure this one is - the Philips Internet/DECT phone VOIP3211S/90.

So, in case any of my frens are still looking for a present for me, here's a prime choice. *grin*

Sunday, February 10, 2008

P.S. I Love You


P.S. I Love You!

Must-watch movie!

Will elaborate in another entry.

For now, back to work!

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Atonement

Just caught Atonement today with Sinyuan. It's supposed to be an epic movie of love, war and family betrayal based on a novel by Ian McEwan.

In the beginning, it was kinda difficult to understand the movie with its non-linear timeline (the movie jumps back and forth in time). Furthermore, the movie would give different perspectives of events from various characters! However, it is exactly these points which also makes this movie special and unique.

As usual, I think I am driven to read the book, for I believe (and I hope) there is much character depth that a book can write about which a film can simply not explain. For example, I am enjoying His Dark Materials (The Golden Compass, The Subtle Knife, The Amber Spyglass) so much more than the movie.

Atonement was pretty slow and draggy at times. The characters (other than Robbie) were not really developed and did not engage me as much as I was hoping to. I would love to see more about Briony who was trying to make amends for giving wrongful evidence causing Robbie to be imprisoned. Keira Knightley was passable as the beautiful rich gal who gave up her family for love, but the sense of family betrayal was just not there.

For all that, I did enjoy the ending. I had expected the male lead to die, but there was a nice twist to the story, which (finally) justifies the movie's title.

At other times, the movie also got me thinking about how small assumptions on our parts and the things we say and do can have great repercussions on self and others. Who do we betray in our actions and words? Who have been able to stand by their love and trust them steadfastly? And of course, in the war, every emotion is amplified and sensitized. The soldiers trusting in being able to retreat back to safety and home and family, helping each other and looking out for each other. The nurses taking care of the wounded, dealing with death and staying impersonal - last names only.

Friday, February 08, 2008

Update to Birthday Wishlist

Hihi!

Just downloaded Skype after fren strongly recommend it. Especially after finding out that brother will be going to Australia and Sweden for training later in the year.

Think my family will want a cheap (better if free) way to keep in touch with both of us. A little scary that both my brother and myself will be away... But can't be helped. I've already started on my plans to study overseas and dun wanna shelf it away any longer. Brother's training also cannot be postponed. He's so LUCKY!!!

So, here's an updated birthday wishlist if any of my friends wanna get me a present but haven't yet...


    Phones to make Skype calls

  1. Philips 841 Cordless Phone (Able to make and receive both Skype and landline calls, without needing a PC)
  2. Philips 321 (Cordless handset combining Skype calls and landline calls in a single handset, but need to connect to PC for Skype calls)
  3. Philips 080 USB Phone (Portable USB phone for Skype calls)
  4. Aztech V500DS PC-Free Skype phone (Able to make and receive both Skype and landline calls, without needing a PC)

    Accessories for laptop/computer to make Skype calls

  5. Any webcam (with or without headset)
  6. Any Stereo PC headset


If only he had made his plans known earlier, I could have asked my friends to get me the Skype-enabled equipment earlier. Now, I dunno if my friends are getting me the less useful stuff.

Day 1 of the Year of the Rat

It has been a good day. As I mentioned, cleaned up the living room of my rubbish. Have to get started on my room in a while...

Stayed at home coz mum was working. So, it was mainly waiting at home for the relatives to come over. Good thing I decided not to have my friends over to celebrate after all. My place can seriously hold no more than 6 visitors at any one time.

Some relatives came over today. First, it was a family of 7. Ok... Took out all the chairs we had, place was packed. Then, another family came by. 5 more people. Darn. Had to utilise our computer work chairs, some foot stools, etc... Don't kids nowadays realise that the floor is meant to be sat on?

Almost went into teacher mode and wanted to scold some kids who came in, plonked themselves down on the couch and proceeded to play games on their handphones... Hello? It's the CNY! You're supposed to be visiting, pretending to pay attention to your elders, smile, make small talk and then get your dues - the all-important ang bao. Unless you're really into all the visiting stuff. Like me...

A little sad no more visiting for me... Not very close to the distant relatives. Staying with my grand-dad, so relatives are supposed to come over. And the CNY mood just doesn't seem the same. And not sure if I'm supposed to still be collecting ang baos... I guess as long as I'm a "youth". Which means I still have 6 more years of ang baos to collect.

It was a good feeling, though, to be able to give my parents and grand-dad ang baos. Pretty substantial ones too. I do miss my grand-ma. She passed away some 2 years back...

Anyway, had a good day today. Accomplished several things.

  • Clean up living room
  • Decorate living room
  • Facial
  • Knit several inches more of my scarf
  • Sleep, rest
  • Watch TV
  • Entertain relatives
  • Read more of 'The Subtle Knife'
  • Check email
  • Update blog
  • Bluetooth photos from handphone into laptop

Time to get back to work later...

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Birthday Presents

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

Many thanks to my friends for their presents...


Robin gave this to me couple of days ago. I don't usually put anything to my handphone, worried that any accessories might fall off or scratch my phone.

But I quite like this one. It's now hanging at the end of my red phone - matches the red phone at the end of the accessory! Cute cute! Thank you thank you!



Another peculiar gift. This one's from Joshua. Was pleasantly surprised when he gave this to me yesterday, coz he had already given me a treat last Sunday.

Anyway, it's peculiar for another reason. See, I don't usually put on make-up. I hate putting on powder - the only powder I put on is talcum powder and the blusher. I can never get powder evenly on both sides of my face. Always wondering if one side is darker than the other, too much compared to the other, etc...

But well, it's always good to have something new to try, I guess. So, thank you thank you again.



Last gift in the Year of the Pig, something from my own wishlist. A new watch! Yippee!

But can't wear it yet. It's got 4 metal clasps too many. I have small hands, attached to skinny wrists.

Not sure who's sharing in the gift as yet. Hope to get a full account of the names from @ngel so I can thank them. But Noel came over to my place to pass it to me yesterday afternoon. So, whoever's got a share in the gift, thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you!

Happy happy happy lunar new year and happier still birthday to me!

Happy Lunar New Year to everyone!

Hihihihihihihi!

Happy (power of n) Lunar New Year to everyone!

I had a very good start to the Year of the Rat! I slept it asleep. *grin*

For as long as I can remember, I always stay up till the wee hours of the New Year for the tradition of giving my elders blessings and good wishes. However, I was really tired last night. I went to sleep very early, around 10 pm, I think. Woke up real early though, around 3 am. And within 3 hours, I cleared up all my rubbish in the living room! It's very presentable now!

Helped my mum a bit with her preparations for the new year - cooking our Day 1 vegetarian meals, cleaning up the kitchenware, putting up the CNY decorations around the house, chatting with her, being a good daughter... *smile*

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Year of the Rat



Ok. Need to hurry up and finish my applications over the CNY weekend.

Right after the weekend, i have common tests coming in for marking and of course, preparation for my cny-bday party! *grin*

And, i really need to tell myself to give up finding a boyfriend. Ok. There. I've gotten it out in the open. No more hiding and telling myself that the guy is somewhere out there. I'm very independent and self-sufficient. Always have been. And always will be. In fact, i've been told several times - that's wat scares the guys off. So, fine for me, too bad for the guys. They are the ones losing out. *smile*

The Sunday Times CNY Special today mentioned that of all the animal zodiacs, those born in the year of the goat - ok, go on and calculate my possible age - will potentially face the greatest failure in romance in 2008. We're to be careful of bad relationships and think thrice before getting involved at all. So, all the more incentive for me to focus and concentrate on getting my Master's!

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Birthday Wishlist

Actually, I dun need any birthday presents. Just wanna meet up with my friends and have a good time together. The memories would be the best present...

But since my friends are asking... Here's my wishlist...


  1. A watch (which I think Noel is getting)
  2. A pair of sun-glasses (the ones I have always get spoiled quickly, perhaps because they usually cost $10)
  3. A well-tailored jacket (preferably one which makes me look slimmer)
  4. A well-tailored pair of pants (the ones I made in Bangkok really sucked)
  5. A digital sound recorder (for recording my possible post-grad lessons)
  6. Kinokuniya vouchers so I can buy my magazines and design-related books
  7. Facial wash for oily/combination skin (preferably L'Occitane or Biotherm or Fancl, NO Clinique)
  8. A big but fashionable bag in which to fit my laptop and organizer and pda phone and etc etc...
  9. Last but not least, swimming lessons? So that I can finally enjoy my water sports without the constant fear that I may drown...


Guess that's it for now. Like another friend said, nothing else that I would like and is AFFORDABLE enough as presents. *grin*

Friday, February 01, 2008

No MC

Didn't take MC today...

Have to review test with one class, and give test to another class.

My students are new to journalling for Maths and Science, so need to be around to give them more guidance.

Oh dear!

I'm now down with fever too. In spite of me drowning myself with water for the past 48 hours... Darn! Hope this doesn't mean that my weekend will be gone just like dat! I still have an awful lot of spring-cleaning to do... Mom was just nagging me this morning about the awful mess in my room and the living room.

It's not as if I love to live among the mess in my room. I also wish that I was less of a pack-rat and just get rid of EVERYTHING!

When it rains, it pours. It just isn't my day today.

First, was sick yesterday. So, I went to bed early without preparing for my lessons. Without finishing my marking which was to be given back to my students this morning.

Woke up at 5 am on autopilot. Decided I better finish my marking or dunno what to do during 2 periods. Yeh! I finished in time to change for school. Was going to take cab to school when 106 came by. Ok. Save money. Take bus. Thought I was so lucky to get bus just when I reach the bus-stop.

However, decided to continue doing up the weekend assignment for my students and took out my laptop. Finished the assignment just when the bus reached my stop and I MISSED the stop after taking a moment to keep the laptop in my bag. Argh! Next stop turned out to be all the way to the interchange.

"Thankfully", 173 was just leaving the interchange and I decided it'd be faster to take bus than to walk to school with my heavy bags. And what else is new? Just when you are rushing, the bus driver decides to stop at every stop even though no passenger rang the bell to get off and nobody at the bus-stop flag down the bus! And every traffic light would turn red just as the bus arrives at the traffic light!

Reached school just as the bell rang for assembly and sigh... P and VP were there... The one day I was late for school, the one day P and VP decide to lie in wait for the latecomers. I was wearing my slippers, so couldn't go over to the hall directly. My class is generally alright in the hall so I decided I could take the risk and go to the staff room to change into shoes.

Next, 2.5 hours of teaching later, got news that my class got reprimanded coz some boys were loitering outside the class. Argh! Every 2 weeks, my class would get in some trouble. First, it was classroom cleanliness. Ok. That got cleared up. In fact, I'm quite proud of my class. Although I know they still eat and drink in class, they are throwing the rubbish away into the green public dustbin some distance away from the class. However, I wonder if I should be more strict and tell them off for eating and drinking in class?

Ok. Got to go for meeting.