Feeling Lost

I have been feeling pretty lost lately. Like I'm running on autopilot. I'm sure I'm just running away from some things, and I know wherever they are, they will catch up with me and pretty quick.

I've been having lots of problems with so many things and it's been hard. I really need to take a good hard look at myself and ask myself "What is it that I really want?"

I have to find a way to find myself and be content with ME.

For all my excuses of being busy and endless work load, I know I've been lazy and hide myself behind my books and TVB serials. And the more I hide, the more my insecurities and !@#$ just keeps piling up. It's like they won't let go. Ok, they won't let go until I take some prompt action to get rid of them.

I know I need to start focusing on getting things going and moving. But everything in my head seems to be negative right now. And I don't think those negative thoughts will get me very far. And then again, sometimes I just don't know what to think. I just sleep and sleep and hope everything will go away...